| chameleon |
[Feb. 11th, 2026|04:41 pm] |
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whoops.
haven't updated this in a bit, need to change that!
why hello, i have been surviving.
and things actually have been pretty decent.
oh, and for once in my life i don't really mind going to school.
i also got a phone, its got cool buttons to type with. and overall looks pretty cool.
we went on a field trip to chase bank.
i didnt really know anybody so it wasn't that interesting.
but at least we got doritos.
also my birthday is coming up soon, so that's a bit nerve-wracking.
i dont wanna be 18.
also it's on the 18th, which is kinda funny,
but all of this has been making me reflect on my teenage years so far and i've realized that i haven't really done much.
i spent it all kinda depressed ngl..
whole lot of sleeping and watching televison....
i've also realized that i am a chameleon.
i have met a lot of people throughout my life, because i've moved a lot.
and with every person i've met, ive found myself picking up traits of them.
i guess in a way, that keeps part of these people alive within me. even if they're not in my life anymore.
i say this because i have found myself slipping into an alt sort of style.
i think my current friends have made me more comfortable with self expression.
i can only hope to keep this trait, even though i realize they too may leave one day.
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei.
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