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[Feb. 18th, 2026|01:33 am] |
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hi guys.
today is my birthday.
there's a storm outside right now.
the rain is harsh.
i can hear the loud thunder.
i can see it,
as it lights the night sky.
its pretty cold.
i'm 18 years old now.
my life feels like it's moving foward all too quickly.
but im sure im not alone on this.
still, i keep thinking on memories of when i was a child.
i look back and i realize just how much of my past i have burned.
but playing with fire burns you, too.
i can hardly recognize that version myself half the time..
it was all so long ago...
i looked in the mirror after all these years, im trying to learn to smile at myself.
i want to love myself again.
i feel happy...
i didn't intend on this writing to seem depressing,
my life has been pretty great recently.
guess im just in a thinking mood...
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei. |
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