| fentcorndog |
[Mar. 17th, 2026|03:02 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, me, school, ted | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | PSPペルソナ「School Days | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hot | ] |
hi
i am BURNING ALIVEEE!!!!!!!!!
its so hot and its barely march.
its also making me lowk pretty lazy. so yeah ...
hopefully it cools down later.
a week or so ago we went on a field trip to the grammy mesuem in la.
this time i went with my friends!
hoo-ray!!!!!!!!
it was fun. we ate pizza and waffle fries.
reminded me of older times when i just had fun and didnt have so much anxiety.
very refreshing...
in between there were many mentions of ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
we said this many times.
 
ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
also i have shaved my eyebrows, but honestly i dont how to feel about it. i think it looks pretty cool when i set it up properly with the brow pencil and such but now i have to set that up every morning.
in other news, i have been trying to kill my anxiety lately, which has been causing a flurry of sad and happy emotions.
but in the end, i think its worth it.
at night, i saw a version of myself without such things, it was crazy.
it almost felt like seeing a whole different person.
anywayyyyyy
i made a zombie bracelet in school yesterday. pretty cool stuff. its red and green with the letters "zombie" on it.
i also finally made a sona, salvia. he's pretty cool. i would like to do more art stuff invovling him cause i like drawing him.
hmmmmm.
i think thats it for now.
ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
i hear they may not be able to do a third season. what a shame.
ted season 2! coming march 5th! streaming on peacock!
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei.
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| e1ght88n |
[Feb. 18th, 2026|01:33 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | 18 | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | きえない きずあと | ] |
hi guys.
today is my birthday.
there's a storm outside right now.
the rain is harsh.
i can hear the loud thunder.
i can see it,
as it lights the night sky.
its pretty cold.
i'm 18 years old now.
my life feels like it's moving foward all too quickly.
but im sure im not alone on this.
still, i keep thinking on memories of when i was a child.
i look back and i realize just how much of my past i have burned.
but playing with fire burns you, too.
i can hardly recognize that version myself half the time..
it was all so long ago...
i looked in the mirror after all these years, im trying to learn to smile at myself.
i want to love myself again.
i feel happy...
i didn't intend on this writing to seem depressing,
my life has been pretty great recently.
guess im just in a thinking mood...
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei. |
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| my bloody valentine |
[Feb. 15th, 2026|12:36 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | blood, love | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | the mines | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | i just threw out the love of my dreams - weezer | ] |
happy bloody valentines day.
well its 12 so its not anymore but,
you get the gist.
i'm eating valentines day lollipops as i write this.
they're shaped like hearts.
its pretty good.
for the first time in my life, valentines day was pretty cool.
i saw the film "my bloody valentine" for the first time.
pretty badass movie...
and i didn't watch it alone!
after that ......
stuff.
it's crazy to think the many turns life can take,
and the unexpected things one may feel.
even if you thought you never could.
i really like this song.
i used to relate to it alot.
but not anymore ^__^
OKSHUSH.
i shall answer no questions.
im excited for my birthday coming up.
thanks to everyone who has wished me hbd. u guys rock.
my sister says that we can go to disney.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope i can see the small world clock. (glockenspiel)
he's my favorite.
i talked with my bff rook,
we are talked about our life goals,
we are divising a possible living arrangements.
at school my friends and i played uno.
can you believe i have never played uno?
ive got the whole world to see...
goodbye journal.
forever luvsic,
vishnu tai-mei. |
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| chameleon |
[Feb. 11th, 2026|04:41 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | friends, life | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | adore you - harry styles | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  okay | ] |
whoops.
haven't updated this in a bit, need to change that!
why hello, i have been surviving.
and things actually have been pretty decent.
oh, and for once in my life i don't really mind going to school.
i also got a phone, its got cool buttons to type with. and overall looks pretty cool.
we went on a field trip to chase bank.
i didnt really know anybody so it wasn't that interesting.
but at least we got doritos.
also my birthday is coming up soon, so that's a bit nerve-wracking.
i dont wanna be 18.
also it's on the 18th, which is kinda funny,
but all of this has been making me reflect on my teenage years so far and i've realized that i haven't really done much.
i spent it all kinda depressed ngl..
whole lot of sleeping and watching televison....
i've also realized that i am a chameleon.
i have met a lot of people throughout my life, because i've moved a lot.
and with every person i've met, ive found myself picking up traits of them.
i guess in a way, that keeps part of these people alive within me. even if they're not in my life anymore.
i say this because i have found myself slipping into an alt sort of style.
i think my current friends have made me more comfortable with self expression.
i can only hope to keep this trait, even though i realize they too may leave one day.
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei.
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| je suis le vent |
[Jan. 16th, 2026|09:00 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, school | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | school | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | your rain - akira yamaoka | ] |
well things have been okay.
school has been good.
ive managed to actually make some friends.
ive met this fellow with red hair, and he's pretty fun to be around.
through him, ive also met his posse.
it's been pretty fun.
but oh noes! i don't have a phone.
that's the only thing I have to complain about.
i need to be like all the cool kids and get a cellular device.
i miss texting on the go...
anyway I have been posting all my art on zdiskuss, and overall been more active on there lately.
its such a fun art site. though, currently it's in a temporary invite only thing. it should open back up soon but if you want an invite code lemme know.
ive also made a happy tree friends group on zD with ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png) rottening . you should totally join or i will bite your face off.
also I'm typing this in school.
i'll finish typing this when I get home as there are images i want to upload.
school doodles done in class.
dont ask about the corndogs...
k later foo
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei.
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| genesis 1:1 |
[Jan. 5th, 2026|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, school | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | southern hell, california | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | three way - the magnetic fields | ] |
i'm watching television.
like always.
only this time i stayed up a bit too late. so i was sleepy at school.
like always.
which is not great for your first day at new school, but i was fine.
the school i go to is the place where gang-bangers who failed their classes go.
when i first got there the principal was talking to us about how "i swear we're not that ghetto."
whatever i guess.
it's not that i don't care about school.
i just didn't care much to live.
now i tolerate it.
my life has seemed like one big nap, with some vague memories sprinkled throughout.
i don't wanna spend my life like that anymore.
i tried to be social,
not sure how that turned out.
but i realize that perhaps school would be a bit more tolerable if i had a friend.
it's a work in progress...
on the positive side, one of the staff knew about house md. my fav show ever.
so it was fun talking about that.
see? things aren't so bad.
right...?
when i got home i fell asleep instantly.
only to be greeted by el gordo y la flaca or primer impacto
or whatever mexican news station my mother has playing on the television.
i'm gonna go eat as i'm rather hungry and i don't want to sleep too late.
goodbye journal.
forever bloodthirsty,
vishnu tai-mei. |
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